I've been hoping for a moment away from this snow
And I can feel the heat creeping in from the south
But I know that running for days
Couldn't keep me from feeling
This terrible way
And though it seems that I've been waiting for warm air
I've been finding it harder to breath.
Now I've caught myself watching wildflowers boom.
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I'm afraid I'll die having never had a moment where I felt okay
And it feels like all my life I've just been waiting for another someday
I am lost cause I've been holding back since I was young
And I still can't find a to get a bit of truth to roll off my tongue
If my heart stops, would I even feel it go?
Or would I have some time to appreciate its echos?
Or if I fell back and let nature have its way
Would I find my worries to be wasted on things
That all turned out okay?
credits
from FT//DI,
track released August 14, 2015
Music and lyrics by Aidan Johnson + Nicholas Culliton
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Mark Estephan
Recorded at Minneapolis Media Institute Studios in Edina, MN from May - June 2015.
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